I just wanna get my thoughts out on this particular post.
No means to offend anybody, and yes, this is going to be a kind of whiny and selfish post. So my bad. Here it goes:

I really, really think that my life is a whirlwind now. So busy. So many things on my mind. Too many things I have to take care of. Too many weights on my shoulders. I sometimes get so envious of all the other kids that don't have anything to do. Everyday, we're let out at 3.30, and we pray ashar.... We're really free to go home at around 4.00 PM everyday. And the usual conversation goes like this:

Me: So where are you guys gonna go after this?
Friends: Home. / Private lessons. / Seven Eleven!
Me: Oh okay well I've got Lamuru/OSN/paskibra/palabsky until 6PM-ish........ Bye

And then I get home at around seven thirty, seven on the dot till I'm lucky. I lay around in bed and wash my hair and play with my blackberry for around 30 minutes-an hour. And then I gotta do my homework and prepare my school stuff for tomorrow and sleep.... Get on the computer if I have the chance (which I usually don't and even if I did, I'd be too tired

Does it sound typical? I guess so. But somehow it just makes me so...... fucking tired.
I sort of regret jumping into every chance I get, whenever they opened up registration for something I'd almost always sign up..... Now I'm divided into pieces here and there. I'm still a freshmen but it feels so fucking busy that I can't help imagine what it would be like in 11th grade. Fuck it.

Not to mention my grades..........Aasdkjghaskldjgh suddenly I feel so, so fucking dumb in highschool. I mean, to be honest I wasn't all that great but I always passed with pretty decent marks even if I studied half heartedly. Now? Pffft. Even if I give it my all... I still wouldn't 100% guarantee I could pass.

Overall, I'm still really adjusting to this highschool life. It's still not in my head yet.

Sorry if I sounded too whiny. Btw I sure cursed alot......... Kekeke. My blog, I can do whatever I want, teeheeeee.

Ciao!

Labels: laifeu, rant, school, whiny

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I just wanna get my thoughts out on this particular post.
No means to offend anybody, and yes, this is going to be a kind of whiny and selfish post. So my bad. Here it goes:

I really, really think that my life is a whirlwind now. So busy. So many things on my mind. Too many things I have to take care of. Too many weights on my shoulders. I sometimes get so envious of all the other kids that don't have anything to do. Everyday, we're let out at 3.30, and we pray ashar.... We're really free to go home at around 4.00 PM everyday. And the usual conversation goes like this:

Me: So where are you guys gonna go after this?
Friends: Home. / Private lessons. / Seven Eleven!
Me: Oh okay well I've got Lamuru/OSN/paskibra/palabsky until 6PM-ish........ Bye

And then I get home at around seven thirty, seven on the dot till I'm lucky. I lay around in bed and wash my hair and play with my blackberry for around 30 minutes-an hour. And then I gotta do my homework and prepare my school stuff for tomorrow and sleep.... Get on the computer if I have the chance (which I usually don't and even if I did, I'd be too tired

Does it sound typical? I guess so. But somehow it just makes me so...... fucking tired.
I sort of regret jumping into every chance I get, whenever they opened up registration for something I'd almost always sign up..... Now I'm divided into pieces here and there. I'm still a freshmen but it feels so fucking busy that I can't help imagine what it would be like in 11th grade. Fuck it.

Not to mention my grades..........Aasdkjghaskldjgh suddenly I feel so, so fucking dumb in highschool. I mean, to be honest I wasn't all that great but I always passed with pretty decent marks even if I studied half heartedly. Now? Pffft. Even if I give it my all... I still wouldn't 100% guarantee I could pass.

Overall, I'm still really adjusting to this highschool life. It's still not in my head yet.

Sorry if I sounded too whiny. Btw I sure cursed alot......... Kekeke. My blog, I can do whatever I want, teeheeeee.

Ciao!

Labels: laifeu, rant, school, whiny