So. Time for a kind of serious post? Haha.

Sometimes I find myself thinking- it would be so easy, to take the easy road.
But why the fuck haven't I taken it-I don't know.
Honestly, sometimes I just get this empty feeling in my chest. HA. Sounds straight off from a novel. But seriously, don't you guys ever get it too? Like, there's something missing. And I'm still searching for something to fill up that hollow spot. Not desperately. I'll just, wait for it to come.

Sometimes I envy those people that can not give a fuck about the world. And their grades. And their future. It would be nice actually, to be like that once in a while, no? I try to put up some kind of attitude like that, hahahaha. I kind of hope along the way that it might rub off on me.

Some people, and a majority of people in my current school right now might have viewed me as this girl that never takes things seriously. Hehe. Kind of true. I mean, I can't really help it if they view me that way. Everytime there's a test coming I never actually give a fuck. And I do study half assed. I can't..........I mean...............I can't remember the last time I actually studied like crazy, like, really studied or hm not only studied, but tried. Can't remember when I tried so fuckin hard for something I wanted. I.... I'm just like that. And I hate that I'm like that. hm? Hm.

And somehow, me acting like I don't give a fuck about anything is just my own way
So I can take things slow
And not really think about anything
Not really care about this path I'm on.

LOL this is just puberty talking I guess

But I chose where I am right now. I chose to get those half assed grades when I could have got way better grades If I had even bothered to study. I chose to enroll in this extracurricular, one where I have to bust my ass off, the extracurricular which my parents don't like, one where the pressure to do great is humongous.
I chose. I created. I did it all.


And I guess.........I can't really get out of this all? I'll just try and work harder ^^ yeah. Something like that.

Labels: random, rant

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So. Time for a kind of serious post? Haha.

Sometimes I find myself thinking- it would be so easy, to take the easy road.
But why the fuck haven't I taken it-I don't know.
Honestly, sometimes I just get this empty feeling in my chest. HA. Sounds straight off from a novel. But seriously, don't you guys ever get it too? Like, there's something missing. And I'm still searching for something to fill up that hollow spot. Not desperately. I'll just, wait for it to come.

Sometimes I envy those people that can not give a fuck about the world. And their grades. And their future. It would be nice actually, to be like that once in a while, no? I try to put up some kind of attitude like that, hahahaha. I kind of hope along the way that it might rub off on me.

Some people, and a majority of people in my current school right now might have viewed me as this girl that never takes things seriously. Hehe. Kind of true. I mean, I can't really help it if they view me that way. Everytime there's a test coming I never actually give a fuck. And I do study half assed. I can't..........I mean...............I can't remember the last time I actually studied like crazy, like, really studied or hm not only studied, but tried. Can't remember when I tried so fuckin hard for something I wanted. I.... I'm just like that. And I hate that I'm like that. hm? Hm.

And somehow, me acting like I don't give a fuck about anything is just my own way
So I can take things slow
And not really think about anything
Not really care about this path I'm on.

LOL this is just puberty talking I guess

But I chose where I am right now. I chose to get those half assed grades when I could have got way better grades If I had even bothered to study. I chose to enroll in this extracurricular, one where I have to bust my ass off, the extracurricular which my parents don't like, one where the pressure to do great is humongous.
I chose. I created. I did it all.


And I guess.........I can't really get out of this all? I'll just try and work harder ^^ yeah. Something like that.

Labels: random, rant